Days pass on as usual, we r in love, moving on, forming our family next year. Things became so routine now, i am doing the same thing everyday, work had taken a big part of my time, and i felt like i have lesser and lesser friends left.
Chat a lot with sakai since i joined Ds, (which means i have more time on internet). We grew up together, but i wonder we never get along when we were young. i love her and i love dong. It's a mixed feeling looking at both of them, all grown up, meaning i am getting older. Time flies. This makes me feeling greater urge to go back to kl, to spend more time with kiki and ahmet. And dong and sakai.
Today is a quiet day. It has been like that since the first day of the week. where are the people? hopefully it's getting better.
Oh i hate Jfs. He really sucks. still waiting for his reply regarding this sat evening. shats.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Sunday, August 26, 2007
13th May 2007
I was not exited about the Tokyo Trip at all. Friends were all so happy for me and they were more exited and more looking forward then me. I am sad. It's my birthday today, and i'm not happy. 6849 was upset we don't get to celebrate my first birthday together, and i am upset too. Last night 6849 came to pick me up from work, we went back home together and when i got out from shower, he was standing there with my favourite black forest cake, with candles lighted.. I felt my tears, i thought he was angry with me.. We sat together, just two of us, having cakes and some wines.. it was so simple yet it was so sweet.. He held me and, repeating, telling me to be careful and have fun in Tokyo.. hmm.. i felt more guilty now.. Then, i found my hidden present!! 6849 bought me a nice leather pen, in dark brown shade, i love it! I felt i'm so lucky to have him.. Bording the plane, 6849 called me, he's on his way back to Penang. We have a small chat, and i'm off to Tokyo Narita, for a nine days holiday!
26th August 2007
It's been so long............Things are moving so fast, couldn't believe it myself sometimes.. reading back my diaries, i felt i growed. I closed mt eyes trying to remember what was on my mind when i was writing the diary on 17th November 2006, and i could think of nothing.. I laugh from the bottom of my heart for being so childish and naive.. that time i was so bothered by 9007, as though i would die. And today, i finaly realised what is a real HURTING. That pain of 9007 is nothing, compared to what had happend to me in June 2007. I will never forget......
Monday, December 4, 2006
4th December 2006
I have tried several times to log on to Undercover's website. It is still under construction. It's written there "email us for more info", i did. Three days ago. Still nil respond from them. I need their address in Taipei... I wanna get that piece of T-shirt, 6849 loves it.
Saturday, December 2, 2006
18th November 2006
I woke up, to see 6849 staring at me, smiling. I smiled. How wonderful, i slept well last night, in his arm.. We planned to go Wu Fen Pu wholesale clothing market today. We had our lunch at 阿宗面线, before heading to Wu Fen Pu. It's a small shop outlet, with no tables and chairs, and long ques. People standing around in front of the stall, holding their steaming hot mee sua, tucking it ferociously spoon by spoon into their mouth. We joined the crowd, the mee sua was yummy yummy yummy... the pig intestine so soft and the mee sua so tender... yummy...
We head down to Wu Fen Pu, two sides of the small alley packed with stalls and small shops, each shops blazing their own music... it feels like a bigger version Bugis Street. 6849 and I agreed we shop our own way, and meet up three hours later. I bought only few T-shirts, they changing seasons to winter cloths... in stylish bright orange, pink, and baby blue. Nice to see. We met up three hours later in a small cafe. I am having my usual latte. 6849 too. I just realised he's been drinking coffee lately. We shared a small portion of spiced fries too, hungry already after some walk. Weather doesn't look very good, it starts drizzling shortly after the fries was served. We checking our map, next destination is Rao He night market. The drizzling continues, we were now standing in front of a small shop. The shop lady told us that it has been like this lately, the rain will stop shortly. We waited. I am start to feeling a bit cold. We waited. It still raining. Then i told 6849 I'm ready to go. Then we go, walking fast in the drizzling rain, few streets, we reached Rao He. The rain finally stopped. I felt his hand trying to grab mine. I smiled. Rao He is another famous night market in Taipei. We were both so hungry, we sat down with other local people at small stalls, trying out their local food... eat, eat, and eat. Finally we got through to dessert. Hm... We both love the caramelize sweet potato, and the deep fried salt and pepper pork ribs.. Yummy yummy.... We had both take away, then Asahi, from 7-11. Back in the room, we were looking at Jacky's face again, and laughing... eating our pork ribs, sweet potatos, and Asahi, it's heaven... We watched Tv till late, we both love the show. I secretly checking on 6849, he's laughing over the show, like a kid... he's so cute... Hm.. What do i do? Life is such a jerk, why do I have to know this guy and what are we doing here in this room, laughing over some stupid show? Why do he kissed me and left me with all this miserable?? Why do he have to tell me he likes me?? Why do i still thinking of 9007?? Oh.. i cursed 9007 over and over i wishes him died so badly... Suddenly, i realised 6849 was staring at me. I was lost a bit, then i smiled. "Ready to go party?" As planned, we in our nice dress, walking down Xi Men Ting. Our destination is Room 18 near Warner Bros Cineplex. Weather is cool tonight. We walking side by side, holding a can of Asahi each, walking.. Xi Men Ting is packed with stylish, nicely dressed youngsters, hanging around the street... We joined in the crowd, enjoying the cool breeze... He hold me hand... My useless little heart pumping... oh god... should i just tell this guy i am not ready?? But it feel so warm his hand holding mine, i am starting to enjoy it... We took a cab down to Room 18, we were blocked out because we did not bring along our documents. No passport, no IC, no entry. Outside Room 18, checking party people passing us by, we laughed at each other for leaving our passport in the room... Had a short walk around that area, we decided to head back to hotel. We took cab again.
Back to room, it's already 0100 plus... We lying on bed, Tv on. I felt my stomach crying... i kept quiet. 6849 turned and look at me, "you want some food?" Off he go, to some go get some supper, he's hungry. He back with a packet of rice noodle in soup, a packet of sliced pork neck meat cooked in dark sauce and two big can of asahi.... so yummy!!! I heard my stomach grimming.. we watching tv, some funny Taiwan actors was cracking some jokes. We laugh while we enjoying our supper, till we finally set, and off to sleep.. What a wonderfull day....
We head down to Wu Fen Pu, two sides of the small alley packed with stalls and small shops, each shops blazing their own music... it feels like a bigger version Bugis Street. 6849 and I agreed we shop our own way, and meet up three hours later. I bought only few T-shirts, they changing seasons to winter cloths... in stylish bright orange, pink, and baby blue. Nice to see. We met up three hours later in a small cafe. I am having my usual latte. 6849 too. I just realised he's been drinking coffee lately. We shared a small portion of spiced fries too, hungry already after some walk. Weather doesn't look very good, it starts drizzling shortly after the fries was served. We checking our map, next destination is Rao He night market. The drizzling continues, we were now standing in front of a small shop. The shop lady told us that it has been like this lately, the rain will stop shortly. We waited. I am start to feeling a bit cold. We waited. It still raining. Then i told 6849 I'm ready to go. Then we go, walking fast in the drizzling rain, few streets, we reached Rao He. The rain finally stopped. I felt his hand trying to grab mine. I smiled. Rao He is another famous night market in Taipei. We were both so hungry, we sat down with other local people at small stalls, trying out their local food... eat, eat, and eat. Finally we got through to dessert. Hm... We both love the caramelize sweet potato, and the deep fried salt and pepper pork ribs.. Yummy yummy.... We had both take away, then Asahi, from 7-11. Back in the room, we were looking at Jacky's face again, and laughing... eating our pork ribs, sweet potatos, and Asahi, it's heaven... We watched Tv till late, we both love the show. I secretly checking on 6849, he's laughing over the show, like a kid... he's so cute... Hm.. What do i do? Life is such a jerk, why do I have to know this guy and what are we doing here in this room, laughing over some stupid show? Why do he kissed me and left me with all this miserable?? Why do he have to tell me he likes me?? Why do i still thinking of 9007?? Oh.. i cursed 9007 over and over i wishes him died so badly... Suddenly, i realised 6849 was staring at me. I was lost a bit, then i smiled. "Ready to go party?" As planned, we in our nice dress, walking down Xi Men Ting. Our destination is Room 18 near Warner Bros Cineplex. Weather is cool tonight. We walking side by side, holding a can of Asahi each, walking.. Xi Men Ting is packed with stylish, nicely dressed youngsters, hanging around the street... We joined in the crowd, enjoying the cool breeze... He hold me hand... My useless little heart pumping... oh god... should i just tell this guy i am not ready?? But it feel so warm his hand holding mine, i am starting to enjoy it... We took a cab down to Room 18, we were blocked out because we did not bring along our documents. No passport, no IC, no entry. Outside Room 18, checking party people passing us by, we laughed at each other for leaving our passport in the room... Had a short walk around that area, we decided to head back to hotel. We took cab again.
Back to room, it's already 0100 plus... We lying on bed, Tv on. I felt my stomach crying... i kept quiet. 6849 turned and look at me, "you want some food?" Off he go, to some go get some supper, he's hungry. He back with a packet of rice noodle in soup, a packet of sliced pork neck meat cooked in dark sauce and two big can of asahi.... so yummy!!! I heard my stomach grimming.. we watching tv, some funny Taiwan actors was cracking some jokes. We laugh while we enjoying our supper, till we finally set, and off to sleep.. What a wonderfull day....
17th November 2006
I packed my luggage just last night. Now sitting in the living room waiting patiently, and thinking what we gonna do in Taipei. We had have plans, and a map. The clock showed 0930, my mobile rang. 6849 already downstairs. We reached terminal one round 10am, long ques. We had double cheese burger before we got into flight. My first time in budget air, and it wasn't a pleasant experience. I was so grateful that it was a four hours flight.
We touched down Taipei Tao Yuan Air Port round 1700. Temperature reads 23 degree Celsius. We bought two bottles of wine, then another 1 hour bus trip to our hotel, in Xi Men Ting. I felt asleep, the seats are far more comfortable. Traffic was a bit slow, we reached hotel round 2030. Checked in, and we got a surprise awaiting us... Open up the room door, SURPRISE!!!! One nice big double bed. Double bed. We asked for TWIN beds. He fumbled out the checked in slip, it's written clearly twin beds. We went down to front desk. The same middle age lady who checked us in earlier.
6849 : 不好意思，我看你们弄错了，(showed her the slip) 我们要求的是 twin beds, 可是你给我double bed.
Lady : (flipping her thick file)我们只照旅行社的单只办事, (showed him her copy of slip) 这里写的是双人床。
6849 :(checking the slip) 噢，我看应该是旅行社弄错了。其实我们须要两张单人床，你可以帮我们安排一下吗？
Lady : 不好意思，我们客满了，这两天都不会有客房可以换给你，除非有人客退房。
6849 : 不好意思，我看你们弄错了，(showed her the slip) 我们要求的是 twin beds, 可是你给我double bed.
Lady : (flipping her thick file)我们只照旅行社的单只办事, (showed him her copy of slip) 这里写的是双人床。
6849 :(checking the slip) 噢，我看应该是旅行社弄错了。其实我们须要两张单人床，你可以帮我们安排一下吗？
Lady : 不好意思，我们客满了，这两天都不会有客房可以换给你，除非有人客退房。
6849 ：..................
I look at 6849, we both agreed it is useless to talk more to that lady. We make her keep us update of twin beds room's availability, then we head back to room. Our stomach making noise. After a quick wash up, we head to our first destination as planned, Long Shan Temple. It's only one station away from Xi Men, we went pray and took some pictures, then we move on to Hua Xi Night Market, for food.... had some light snacks and few cans of Asahi packed after our "main course", off we go.
I look at 6849, we both agreed it is useless to talk more to that lady. We make her keep us update of twin beds room's availability, then we head back to room. Our stomach making noise. After a quick wash up, we head to our first destination as planned, Long Shan Temple. It's only one station away from Xi Men, we went pray and took some pictures, then we move on to Hua Xi Night Market, for food.... had some light snacks and few cans of Asahi packed after our "main course", off we go.
Back to our room, our double bed. Interesting TV programs. They have over hundreds of TV stations. We watched Jacky's show, he's probably the hottest guy in Taiwan. We laughed, and eat, with our Asahi. Then we opened up our chilled chardonnay, then we were all tired out. 6849 looked at me, he smiled... i remembered that smile... then he said he'll be sleeping on the floor, it's alright. I felt shy suddenly, ?? I offered half my bed. The bed was big enough for three, anyway. Lying side by side, we were talking, and laughing, then suddenly he looked into my eyes. I felt my cheeks flushed, and my heart beating fast, as it's gonna burst out from my chest... could it be the wine?? Then he kissed me. Yes, he did. A light and gentle kiss, on my poor trembling little lips. I dare not moved. We were quiet for a moment. Then we decided we had better off to sleep. Back facing him, my eyes opened wide and my heart still beating fast... i couldn't believe it, what's happening? i was melting!!! What's happening to me?? What's going on?? I was boring? 9007 is always there in my heart, always... but what's going on?? I hate him, i hated 9007 like i never hated anything before... i hate him for taking me for granted, i hate him for being so casual to me, i hate.... suddenly, i felt his arm. He wrapped me in his arm, so tight, from behind me. Then, he whispered in my ears " i like u ". Slowly, I turned, and looked at him. He was looking in my eyes, and he whispered, again " i like u ". What's happening??. We said nothing. Then we decided we had better off to sleep. He wrapped me in his arm, while i back facing him again. My mind still trying to figure out what's going on, and my vision blurred, and i finally felt asleep.
16th November 2006
Miserable. I have been feeling like this for a week, or more. I could not recall how me and 6849 got so close... once we were just colleague from different department, those who hardly got to talk to each other, then, suddenly, he joined in our group, it's all started since world cup, i think... hm.. yeah, world cup, when all crazy people like us who know nuts about balls, grouped together and yelling over some cute player.. i remember us going out in groups, we went party, we went steamboat, we yelled at soccer players together.. then, i remember, we started to go for second rounds after those crazy parties, just two of us... i remember we went MC Donald for breakfast, we went some lousy pub in boat quay which opens till noon, we went eat in some local 24 hours food court, we went explore in some really sucks canto pub and laugh over it... I remembers, we had always had great time together. I could not remember when and how it begins, and we became good friends... Our friends' start making joke on us, and Mich wanna bet a 6 course dinner that 6849 likes me... It doesn't border us at all...
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